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OVERWHELMED

Filed under: Life — September 26, 2005 @ 10:38 pm

I am feeling a little overwhelmed. Okay, that’s not entirely truthful, and if I can’t be truthful here – then there’s no hope.

I feel completely overwhelmed right now!

Life, as I know it, is turned up and down, and shaken all around. All I need is, to do the hokey-pokey and turn myself about…………….

Jon has not received his last 2 paychecks, and we are praying that funds will be available for the 30th. Even through all of that, God has been so faithful. We have been totally blessed, and He is supplying for all our needs. We will even have enough for rent on the first.

God has asked us to take a leap of faith – He showed me a picture of a tall building, and asked me, “If you knew that there was a trampoline at the bottom, and that you land, bounce back, and be safe – would you jump?” Well, I said that of course I/We would. So, We’ve jumped. We are not looking to Jon’s job or his boss to provide for us, but we are trusting that God will keep his promise to supply for all of our needs, and that He would give us our daily bread(what we need for the day). We have been well taken care of by our Father, but I originally thought that it would look more like God just giving us the $$ somehow – Miraculously! And He has done some of that – But he’s also provided extra opportunities for both Jon and I to make $$ doing extra work.

The downside to that is that I feel like I haven’t seen Jon or really talked to him forever. In reality, it’s only been over the last week and a half. But, we’ve been together pretty much every day over the last 2 years – and so this is an adjustment. (he’s worked from home and I’ve loved every minute of it)

I have amazing confidence that God will do what He has said He wil do – PROVIDE! I just feel a little tired from the non-stop going, going, going!

I will be thrilled when we have a little bit of a breather, although I have no idea when that will be.

Well, Jon is finally home – it’s 10:30pm – and so I’m going to go and talk to him.

Until next time………………………….

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