It was a bit of a weird day. We didn’t really want to be all down and mopey, and we didn’t want to make anything sadder than it needed to be. We just wanted to spend the day together and do something special to remember Nathaniel, as a family. We kept the kids out of [...]

This is Nathaniel’s story. I guess it’s part of my story too. It’s very long. I wrote it about a month or so after Nathaniel died. I’m not sure if I’ll be posting tomorrow. We are going to spend the day as a family remembering our son/brother and the day that he died and was [...]

7:30 this morning the phone rings and I’m trying desperately to be sleeping. Jeremy came into bed last night about 3:30am and about 6:45am he starts trying to wake up. At 7am, Xani comes into my room with a flashlight! Thanks, Xan! I told her and J to go and put a movie on in [...]

Is this the start of something bad or not? I didn’t actually barf, but you know when you barf a little into your mouth. It’s that gross stomach acid stuff. Have you ever done that? See, I am the “Queen of Barfing!” I have spent a grand total of 23 months barfing. That’s not counting [...]