Well, Me and Jose Cuervo……we’re enjoying us some Nickelback, Eminem, Lincoln Park, and  Evanescence while I attempt to finish up packing for the lake.

Oh, didn’t I tell you???? I’m going away.  I think I did tell you, and I just don’t remember, and I don’t feel like going back and verifying whether I did or not.

I’m not ready to go, but tomorrow afternoon ready or not, I”m leaving.  Hopefully I’ll be ready!  So far tonight, I’ve made 6 dozen snickerdoodles and 6 dozen gingersnaps, and 40 tortillas, and 32 mini buns.  I would have made chocolate chip cookies, but I had some girls looking after my kids today, and they made cookies, with the wrong amount of salt and baking soda, and well, the cookies SUCK – very sour/salty!  Bless their little giving hearts!  Oh well!  No biggie!  Jon and I had a very much needed chat with a friend of ours while they they watched out kids.  Hopefully it is the start of something good.

Well, I’ll just share, ’cause I’m in a sharing mood.   We’ve had a few killer fights recently, and I’m sick of it all.  I’m so tired of fighting about the same thing over and over and over and over.  Hmmmm, I’m reading those last sentances, and wondering if I should delete them, but I’ve decided that tonight I’m not deleting anything.  Maybe tomorrow, but not tonight.

We keep fighting about the same stuff, and a part of me wants to just give up and call it all hopless, and YET!!!!! I have a hard time doing that ’cause to me that says that I’m, giving up, and as far as I’m concerned – we’re in this for the long haul, and I really hope that the long haul doesnt SUCK!  but if it does for a while while we’re working some stuff out, I can hold out.  I think!

This all sucks, and I Know that I’ve not shared with you what all sucks, and that leaves you a little in the dark, but right now, that’s about as much as I can clarify.  It’s about as clear as mud to me, and I’m hoping that by the time that I get back from the lake that things’ll be a lot clearer, and a lot easier to deal with.  Jon’s going through some pretty intensive counselling while I’m gone, and hopefully he’ll be all fixed when I come back!  Ha Ha Ha!  I”m kidding – sort of……..

Don’t even try to understand!  It’s not worth it right now!  I’ll try to post tomorrow before I leave!  Then I will fall headlong into withdrawl, and be left alone with my 3 children to wallow in the pits of Internet-less-ness…..is that even a word.  HMMMMMMmmmm! wonder if I can get royalties if I register that word somewhere.  I swear, there is a Kennedy dictionary coming, that will help all our spouses to understand when we use weird words that “feel” more than they sound.

Apparently, my son has decided, that now, at 8:41pm at night would be a great time to blow a whistle.  I have to go and remove it from his sweet little mouth as it’s too much for my little head to handle at this moment.  If I don’t get a chance to post before I leave – I’ll miss you all terribly – don’t forget about me whilst I’m gone!  I’ll be back on the 24th!  Miss me tons!