Well, I haven’t cried once this morning, or – to be completely honest – I haven’t even felt like crying. That’s a WHOLE lot better than yesterday and the day before.

I…..ummmm……am not in “full flow”, but things have started, and whatever hormone has kicked in to get things going definitely likes me a lot better than whatever one was working overtime on me over the last few days.

I’m freaky tired, and have NO ENERGY, but alas, that’s par for the course as well!

As opposed to yesterday’s lunch of a superly HUGE chocolate bar, today I am scarfing down a salad. Yup! You can tell just by my food choices that today is a better day.

Not only that, BUT…are you ready for this……YAH!!!!!!!!! I have a doctor!

When we originally moved to Abbotsford, and I had no doctor – I went to one guy, and he was horrid. I went in to his office for a pregnancy test, peed in the little cup, and about 5 minutes later when the nurse called me back in – she informed me that it was negative with huge smile on her face! I was all like “WHAT????? Are you kidding me?” She continued on with a confused look on her face that definitely, it was negative for a bladder infection…… WELL, DUH! I was here for a Pregnancy test! Oh, well just go and pee again! Yah right! Whatever!

Needless to say I was not impressed, and actually drove back into Vancouver to see my old Dr. for my pregnancy with Jeremy! After J was born, he moved to the States – So then I was out of luck. We didn’t have too many illnesses during that time, but a few times I had to go to the walk-in-clinic – YUCK!! I hate those bacteria breeding grounds where you walk out sicker than you walk in.

Any way, My grandma had just asked her Dr if he would accept us a patients (and he had said yes) when J broke his leg, and we met a really nice Dr in the ER! He said that he would accept us! So, I declined my Grandma’s Dr.’s nice acceptance, and went to our Dr. – who actually practise together in the same office! Too funny, eh? So, Now that my Dr has retired, my grandma again asked her Dr if he would accept us as patients, and YES! HE WILL!

I have a Dr again, and I’m so excited! All they have to do is change the Dr.’s name on the files and we are good to go. I have his little note of acceptance posted on my fridge! I’m so excited! I hate that whole hanging, and just not knowing what’s going on feeling! It’s nice to know that if my kids have a problem, that we are covered, and I can make an appt, and I don’t have to go to the walk-in clinic. YAH!

Also, The Alternative Medicine Doctor that I was supposed to see this morning, called us yesterday, and mentioned that she had been thinking about us over the weekend. She knew another Alternative Medicine Dr in Langley who specialized in “womanly issues”, and that she had referred other’s there with great success! We called the Dr in Langley, but she wasn’t taking any new patients! After hearing our story, she decided to accept us as her newest patients, and we have an appt on October the 12th. I was frustrated, ’cause I was looking forward to starting things this morning, but if this is what was meant to be, then I can be excited about waiting until the 12th. It just seems SO FAR OFF right now! I know that it will come quick enough, and I just need to be patient until then.

So, Here’s to more waiting!